Well I am trying to make an effort to blog more, and things are getting better. Its as if C was reading my blog, but it can't be can it??? Can he have discovered my secret? But hes getting better at dealing with the fact that I am at work, and hes going to have to be more hands on. We haven't had any raging rows lately, mostly because I am working all day, so we don't get the chance to.

So there you go, good marriage counselling - get a job, then you see each other less and argue less.

That was my bit of good advice for the day. N is one years old tomorrow and its a huge deal for me, the day she was born and suddenly when she became the most important thing in my life.

And if I am really honest, perhaps that is the main problem with C, hes jealous of that, and thats why he tries to demean me. I know I don't really pay him the attention I used to, and he always comes second, is it my fault, have I brought it on myself? Or is he going to just have to grow up and accept it?