Thanks for all the comments on my last blog, I have hardly had a chance to reply to each one individually as I am totally shattered.
On Monday, I had to go to some team bonding exercise at work, and I still haven't recovered from that. I have to give it to the company that designed the day, it really did help us bond. We had to build a marble run, an egg launcher and solve a murder mystery. We failed with the egg launcher, it launched the egg the oppposite way, but it was a really enjoyable day. We were outdoors all day though, and I am feeling quite tired still. I think once I finish this blog, I am going straight to bed.
As with the situation with C, I am still quite convinced that he has gone to visit his family in Libya. Its good if he is away, I really am looking forward to a weekend with N, and I am planning lots of things to do, including some arts and crafts. I made a big decision though, I registered myself as separeted with the government and my tax credits, so hopefully I can try to make ends meet. Money has been really tight, and since C is not living with me anymore, I feel totally snowed under. We live in quite a large 3 bed house, and myself and N don't need all this space. But I am stuck here with a very high rent and bills, because we signed a 1 year contract. I think once the year is over, I will find something smaller with N to move into.
