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eastenders from muslimdilema 415 days old

I've been away for a while, I know that, and I'm sorry. Life is taking over again, and its very hard to manage on my own. With a sick child as its that ...

mind games from muslimdilema 425 days old

plodding on. Just realising its so hard on my own. I had to sort out the garden today, our hedge lines a public path and part of our tenancy agreement ...

shattered from muslimdilema 428 days old

Thanks for all the comments on my last blog, I have hardly had a chance to reply to each one individually as I am totally shattered. On Monday, I had ...

humph from muslimdilema 430 days old

its been a hard weekend. And I haven't blogged properly in a while. C and I are still living apart after the fiasco of several weeks ago. We have agreed ...

fasts and stuff from muslimdilema 437 days old

well its the first day of ramadan today. For those who don't know, we as muslims have to fast once a year for 30 days. Basically, no food or drink from ...

capital punishment from muslimdilema 442 days old

Things with myself and C are still bad. He just drives me mad with his constant arguing. Why can't we just be civil to each other??? Unfortunately, ...

blossom from muslimdilema 443 days old

N is blossoming. Shes changing into a little girl before my eyes, and I see so much of myself in her. That is what struck me about being a mother, seeing ...

womens lib? from muslimdilema 448 days old

Why is it that woman want it all? Why do we feel we need to be perfect in everyway? The best wife (ehm), best mother, best collegue, best cook, best ...

headscarves from muslimdilema 450 days old

My headscarf is my friend. Its been my friend since the age of 8. I was never forced to wear it, I wanted to be like my mother so I willingly accepted ...

limbo land from muslimdilema 453 days old

Its nice not to work today. Its so different when on maternity leave for more than 13 months, everyday was a saturday. Now I relish my saturdays. I went ...